Lyrics to Vemod

All lyrics by Jan Erik Liljeström except "Thoughts in Absence" and "Sad Rain" (Japanese edition) by Nicklas Berg.

Karelia - Instrumental

The Old Man & The Sea

The storm has raged here for hours, the water's plunging in on me The remains of my creation is swallowed slowly down by the troubled sea into unconsecrated ground gone eternally, gone eternally Feeder of my visions, carrier of my soul The last hope for the dreamers, now crashing to the shore, pinioned and torn In presumption and with my foolish pride I challenged the storm, I challenged the storm I'm the sole survivor, the only one left alive Now my limbs seem to fail me and time has blurred my mind I'm doomed to this fate The deal has already been signed and the hour's getting late The hour's getting late, much too late

Where solitude remains

I watch the clouds through my window, sail across the sky And underneath the canopy, gulls, they wheel and glide The shoreline stretches endlessly along these windswept plains I wander through this barren land where solitude remains I've made myself a universe in this far-off home Unseen from the outside world, here I live and roam And though I've tried assiduously to heal the wounds with time you'll haunt me in my memories until I die If I should meet you after all these years, how could I find the words? I'd greet you with silence and with tears for all the time we've lost The days get shorter as weeks pass, summer turns to fall The birds will cease to sing and chant and follow with the call It's getting clearer and the truth unsparingly reveals I've drifted imperceptibly out to sea If I should meet you after all these years, how could I find the words? I'd greet you with passion and with tears for all the time we've lost time lost

Thoughts in absence

Face my fears, my soul is absorbed into black Dry my tears, fear and pain is what I lack Broken, torn I live with my light-eye drowned Ease and cakm you give, but life begins and ends with pain My time has come now, this bird has flown A glimpse of hope, but still an everlasting moment Walk with me, for I shall go no futher now Dance for me, my soul shall end its futile ride Dressed in gold I rise with my face to the sun open the shallow skies But life begins and ends with pain My time has come now, this bird has flown A glimpse of hope But I walk this earth no more

The flow

Purposeless man of clay Darkness: roll away A silent stream leads the flow, moving on and on Random lines fall in place, adulterines slowly fade away I'm sucked in deep by the flow, taken in by the undertow

Longing - Instrumental

Wheel

My mind's falling down endless tunnels until I find myself in the void Somewhere down there I could hear them calling me through walls of silence I heard them weep The wheel was just about to roll me over and for a moment I lost control Stars were falling and worlds colliding I always knew that they would track me down Tried so hard to break through to the surface, but entered into yet another dream I held tighter on to the lifeline and sensing light I broke free!

Sad Rain

The neon dawn has just begun, the day is here that wasn't meant to come She's walking by the frozen sea trying to count the stars that she can't see A distant sound of black rain in the water The pale moon shining soft through a cloud The sun is turning black in the horizon The wind is slowly tearing her apart And so our time has come, my friend The child who cries and no-one seems to care The echoes of the birds are gone The sky is painted grey, but it's so warm Searching for a light in the darkness, trying to keep your eyes from the dirt Taste the bitter wine of tomorrow I'm walking on a path that never ends
Lyrics kindly typed in by Per Anderson, except "Sad Rain" (contributed by Jan Erik Liljeström).
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